How utterly frustrating dating can be. Almost as quickly as I pushed myself into the dating game, I’m seriously considering backing out and limiting my activities to purely physical romps. I think tricking is just less of a drain on me. Dating would be all right if I could just convince these silly boys that dating me is a good idea. 🙂
I was talkin to David about it. Apparenlty hes the last boy left that holds any romantic interest in me. I am assured that I do not bore guys and that I do not intimidate them. Yeah, he’s a little biased, but it makes me feel better about it.
I guess i’m just not handling rejection well. Either that or I put a spell on myself and unwittingly fouled up my chances to date anyone except my perfect mate. Thats a possibility. I might just have to consult the cards and see.
I’m seriously considering giving up though. Dating I mean. I think David might just have the right idea. (Good to know i’m not the only one with these frustrations). The new attitude is that since guys seem to dislike the prospect of dating, that keeping ones aims purely at hooking up is likely to be less disappointing.
At the very least it keeps my physical needs met, if not my emotional ones. But at this point i think 1 out of 2 is pretty damn good.