I keep putting myself through anguish
and keep allowing myself to be hurt.
For in the end the pain you bring upon me
will be the currency with which i buy back your love.
So I will let you fracture my heart
and burn away what is left of my sanity
I only pray that I am strong enough to survive it
that I not become twisted up inside my head.
Each blow to my heart kills another piece of me.
In the end you may destroy me.
And if so I hope that the shell that is left of me
will be worthy of your affections
For it is only through your love
That I can be reborn.